what keeps me sane and controlled

The secret to a happy life and always winning? Like how I am yesterday, today and always will be. :-)

1. Always be firm on whatever you say.
If you can't stick to your words, then better have your mouth zipped. I am always a go for the goal-no backing out attitude. So once I said some things no matter how the consequences may be, I will never take it back, never! Because if not people around you will think you're easy, that you can't stick with just one word and then eventually they will start not to believe in you.

e.g Lets say.. Ashley's a grown baby already. It's her bedtime in a little while and she insists to have ice cream. Of course I can't just let her because she's going to be this hyper before bedtime and possible thing can happen is that she can't go to sleep and ruin her bedtime. So I will say "NO". She might start to cry and begged. What will you guys do? Pity her and spoil her by giving what she wants just because she cried? Of course you can NOT! The next time it'll happen again and I said "NO".. she'll think that mommy's gonna change her mind cos mommy can't stand firm on her own words. - little explanation, I hope you get my point.

2. Do thing to impress no one but yourself.
Many among you tend to be so weird to impress people you hate. Impress people you know will not appreciate even a single thing of your efforts? Isn't it much more easier, much more fulfilling if you did something that makes yourself proud of you? A self achievement. This is a little of being egoistic. Just a little. Cause guess what's next if you failed to impress people or you did your best and you still fail according to their eyes? You'll feel awful and depressed, right? That after everything you've done it is still not enough for them. So why not care so much on others opinion and start to satisfy yourself with what is the best you can do. Why not think of this way: They are just dumb to realize you did something perfectly. They can't see it because even them haven't done it the way they expecting it to be. Why don't you just let them worry on things, don't get yourself too affected. You will always end up pissed and disappointed.

3. People might judge your attitude. Destroy your character. Change you.
Never ever let people down you, never let them say what kind of a person you're going to be. If they say I am a foul-mouthed creature then who cares? You can choose between the two: a person who compliments nothing but good things about you but isn't the real thing? or a person who speaks the harsh word and truth that can help you change and develop yourself? You cannot give your sympathy in a blink of an eye just because you've seen so. There is always a two version of stories in one issue. You have your own brain, you have your own feeling that ONLY YOU can manipulate.

Bottom line: Stand on your feet. Decide with your own thinking. Look back and always learn from people who puts you down, they're your best-est mentor in life. Be independent. And lastly and most importantly (well, atleast for me) . Never ever let a person's comment and judges pull you down instead let it serve as an inspiration to stand up. The less you care what other may think, the less you'll get affected and the happier your life can be. :-)Be Confident. People can always sense confidence and will get shy and hesitant to put you down. Intimidate them. Trust me they will get intimidated by you. Good luck and Work the skills.

Formspring account

Ever since I changed the setting of my Formspring account into a private view, no one seem to ask me stupid question and for some reason it bores me to death. I am thinking of deactivating/disabling my account since it does NOT entertain me at all like how it does before. HAHA. 


A really proof and proven fact that people who hates me can't say what they wanna say straight to my god damn hypnotizing face how they're loathing. I don't understand why some people, yes SOME, tend to find their own little petty way to hate me. I am the nicest person I've have met if I am not me. You can like ask my very best friend for 3 years now or 4 years? and counting how adorable and warm and kind and sweet and funny and happy I am to be with. -Hi bessy! if you're reading :-)

insomia..not!

I can't fucking sleep and it's 5:18am already!!! My duty is 10am later!!! My golly. So anyway, this isn't an insomnia. I'm just this god-knows-what lady who can't sleep alone. Really can't. I don't know why, I'm not scared or anything I'm just.. I can't explain and no one can make me. So since I can't sleep yet I would just might as well list down the things I am planning to spend my money on: 

Since TOMS are overrated and I always wanted to be different from other. I wanted  a pair of Paez and will get partners with Archie and Ashley. (yes, there is Paez for babies, too)

an outdoor swing for Ashley! :-)

Maybelline Superstay Silky Foundation in Ivory #3

A beach-bumming with my little family.

A Jansport bag I can use going to work.

Nokia's e7. WAAANT!!!

The list could go on and on.. Good Morning! I am about to sleep and no, I don't have sleeping problems. :-)

second tat ♥

Two weeks ago, I was thinking of getting my second tattoo done. But I was so confused to what design I am having.. I have so much ideas in my head, so much ideas from the internet and so much ideas people suggests. I CAN'T CHOOSE. This made me feel bad that I can't have one just because I am not a 100% percent sure. Aside from that, I can't decide as well on where to put it. 

My first tattoo means "no worries" - it's an african symbol of Hakuna matata

My second tattoo idea would be something like: (in no particular order)

Design - Birds and feather. An owl. Peacock feather. Ambigram of ashley and archie's name. A peace, love and happiness symbol.

Body Part - Foot. Ankle. Behind my ear. Wrist. 

I don't wanna post sample pictures yet. Who would want a similar tattoo to anyone? well at the least you can do is to avoid it so that there are only few of them who has the same, right?

HELP ME DECIDE!! I'm itching, seriously itching to get one. 

you should NOT be eating pork

It's been almost over 1 month since I stopped eating pork. I have this friend that makes me not want to eat pork. Take a look at him..

who would not stop eating pork after seeing this face, yeah? YEAH!

So, okay, seriously..

The reason why I stopped eating pork is that, I wanted to lose weight and inches. My plan really was to become a vegetarian which is pretty hard since I have been eating meats (pork, beef, chicken etc.) for 19 years now. So I decided to cut down one meat at a time. Among all of these red meats, pork is the least I like. I survived 1 month without eating pork but I'm not yet ready to the next level : BEEF. Not yet. 

I've searched the net to find out if people do really need to eat pork. I just found out that we shouldn't be eating pork. Here's why..

1). Pork is full of nasty parasites. The tapeworms found in pork are some of the most deadly. These tapeworms can travel to the brain and spread disease that could even kill a person. Some people have developed brain seizures and other health problems after eating pork. 

2). Pork is very fattening. Pork is one of the fattiest meats that you can consume. Eating pork continually will pack on the pounds much faster as compared with eating other lean meats like chicken and turkey. If you like bacon you're better off switching to turkey bacon as it is a healthier alternative.

3). God tells us not to eat pork in the bible. In the bible there is a list of unclean meats that you should avoid for health reasons. The passage can be found in (Leviticus 11:7-8).

4). Pig skin is very similar in composition to human skin. It is said that pork even tastes like human flesh because of their similar biology. Back in the Middle Ages there was a time with autopsies on humans were not allowed. Medical students had to use pigs to practice on. This was done because the anatomy of a pig also has many other similarities to humans.

5). Toxins. A pig's body contains many toxins because they are bottom dwellers meaning they eat food which is devoid of nutrition (pig slop). They eat the left over junk and some pigs eat their own feces. These animals store massive amounts of toxins in their fat, which is then passed on to you if you eat it.

6). Pigs live in filth. Pigs roll around and live their lives in filth, mud, and feces. Pigs are like garbage disposals eating up every nasty thing they can find. 

7). Influenza. Pigs carry a mutated influenza virus in their lungs which has been passed on to humans through consumption. 

These 7 reason I found in Associated content from yahoo.

FACTS why we should not be eating pork:

Did you know Pigs will eat anything including worms,rats, garbage, their own feeces and other pigs? Yes, its tue! and shortly after a pig has eaten "whatever", it then turns into meat on the pigs bones and this is the meat we eat; bacon,sausage,ham, salami, pork chops, etc.

The Center for Disease Control stated that well over 100 virus come from China to the Unites States each year through pigs! In fact, majority of flu viruses that we encounter come from the lungs of pigs. Also, pigs foster many other toxins that are concealed with diseases and contain worms. Pork is the main source of taenia solium tapeworm. This kind of bacteria spreads throught the body and goes undetected for years! The bacteria takes nutrients from our cells and encourage inflammation and decline within all tissues. This helps to make an enviornment within our bodies, contributory to heart disease, diabetes, cancer, acid reflux, fatigue and depression.

If this isn't enough to make you stop eating pork, let me leave you with one last fact: A retrovirus lives in all pork cells and this viruses lives through the heat that we cook in! so we eat our tasty meat ,and guess what goes inside our body? You got it, a retrovirus!

If you wanna read more on the article I've read, go click this.

YUCK RIGHT? This made me permanently stop eating pork. At first I was just dieting so I stopped eating pork. But after reading articles about pigs I decided to stop eating pork for good.  

Leaving for a while

Oh, no people.. I am not leaving. :-) So today's the last day of Ate Phine - my co-worker in Amici. She's an expo. Some call it a dispatcher. So I'm guessing I can take over dispatching orders while she's on leave. She's 34 weeks pregnant and I'm excited for her. :-) - giving birth anytime soon so she has to leave. I'm gonna miss yelling to our servers with her and of course our food tripping. So anyway, I don't think she deserve to get a blog from me since she deleted the video I took a while ago where Benjie and I sprayed lots of water to her. HAHA.
So, yeah.. tata! :-)

Tomorrow is a Saturday. And I loooooooove Saturdays (no, i'm being sarcastic) It's a peak day.. a non-stop cooking, back up-ing day. K. Best of luck and Best effort it is! :-)

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